So too all of you that don't know what all has been going on in my life here is the down low too you all that don't talk to me anymore. I met a girl while back that i have been with on and off for the past 5 years. We started talkin again on her birthday...guess i realized She's really everything i have ever wanted in someone. This is the happiest i could have ever asked too be. She makes me feel whole an makes me feel like im actually something! It's truely the best feeling in the world to have someone you love that actually loves you back.

This is it i actually feel complete, like i found everything i have ever wanted. I honestly and truely feel if i lost her i wouldn't be anything. She's the girl of my dreams, the girl i have sat back and wished for. She treats me with respect and makes me smile like i have never before. My life couldn't feel anymore complete then it does now. The way she whispers to me under her breath how much she loves me, makes me fall too my knees in tears. I would give my life too keep her happy as long as i knew she would always be smiling. You all would love her an love too see how much she makes me happy. The thought of her warms my heart .

So i havent kept this journal updated much becuz of the fact i have a blog/journal on myspace. Much of you already have myspace, but the few that don't can't read it so before im done here i will leave you few the link if u choose too read it and get all nosey of wats going on in my life. So i think im going to end this entry for now and leave you guys with just the words i left. I leave you guys the curiousity of knowing the rest since none of you ever call me anymore. So im out for now....till next time you faglucious twinks PeAcE

Juddy!~

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You speak to me in such frail words, but sha'll i wonder these words for a lifetime? Should your trust confine me with such a  delicate smile? Or should i be left to exaust myself of agony to your beings? Intriguing how hopelessly astonished i am to your figure of thought, your impersonal attitude betrayed its potencial ego, and parted itself from its rightfulness. Your freedom is takin for granted and your indulgence has left you worn thin....

So today is a month since bobbie decided she was gonna completely  end everything between us. Honestly i don't even know how to feel right at this moment about it. Being lost would  be the best way to decribe my inner most emotions. Its not that im lost with out her im just lost all in general. I just had to up and leave 2 years of my life for a mistake she made that i ended up suffering for. Selfishness and immaturity... she wanted wat was good for her, wanted all the cake and everything that goes wif it. Guess this is wat i get for "NOT" listening to everyone like i should have years ago about her and her ways. Unfortunitly i fell for her words she once spoke to me, and all they were was decievement and betrayl. I'm not going to hate her for what happen between us, honestly i think i hate myself more for falling for her foolish games. All i wanted was for us to work, for us to suceed an go somewhere both of us have never been. Now that i see that her love was nothing but a lie inside its own world, i now see all those looks in her eyes when she thought i wasnt looking. All those remarks under her breath she made, all the lies i seemed to have believed somewhere deep beyond any part of me. She had me everywhere she wanted me, while i was loving she was still playing. Its amazing how the world works and how  heartless people are.She had me trusting her more then anyone i have ever been with before. I gave her every part of me i honestly never even knew i had, but she brougnt parts out in me i just didnt wanna deal with. And i guess thats just one of the few reason's i will never stop caring her, no matter how much she hates me and denys she that she never loved me at some point.

Eventually things will blow over and she'll come crawling back to me like the 1st time, and by then it will be to late... ( sometimes i wonder if i should ever stop convincing myself of her coming back ),  but i guess its just a factor of me playing into myself. Guess you can say its like  my  guidence an strength throu everything. You know it's crazy i was sitting at my moms work this morning and was reading one of the text messages she sent me. The one that says " im really gonna miss you" for some reason i just lost it an started tearing up...,but then i realized wat she said to me the last time we talked. Before i went ahead an blocked her her last words to me were" your the one that was crying all along and i never once shed a tear over this" that made me suck it up and say..." everything to her is a fantasy her words will faid and one day she will too" So getting over her is a lil more then wat i thought it would be, honestly im taking it better then i have anyone else. Maybe becuz im more of an adult now and more understanding to things that happen in life. I had no other choice but to just leave everything behind me...but these things will just open my eyes to brighter things and open them for more complicated opsticals later to come in life. All i can do and i will keep saying this she made me who i am and i couldnt thank her more for that, but i have learned and i have a better understanding in things and this has just made me become more of a person and stronger. She honestly just made me realize alot in life. I put myself through everything with her becuz i thought i deserved it. I felt like i needed something hard on me too help me.So anywho i think im gonna end this entry for the time being...my sis wants on for a bit. Cant complain much ive been on since 2:00 or so lol. So yeah anyways im outta here chickens...

       H.O.B PRESENTS...

price :	$22.50 - $50.00 *
date :	Mon, August 08
door :	6:30pm
show :	7:30pm
genre :	Rock age : all

I want to take a minute outta my time a respect someone very close that died to my bestfriend 2 yrs

please take a moment in silence in honor of him...Jackie i love you *hugs*

               R.I.P

                                                                           Henry dude we'll never

                                                                                       4 get u

OMFG CHEVELLE WILL BE @ HOB THE 8TH OF AUGUST WIF TAPROOT!!!!

im so greedy lol i just went an seen them and i wanna see um again. Who gives a rats ass im a true damn fan and i could see them every day and gawd i would love them just the same as i did 4 years ago. this is so mother fuckin kick ass man not even a few weeks ago was i out seeing them now that im here in Orlando there here WHEW HEW!!!! Plus i might get to see MCR AGAIN lol this is amazing i love being here in Orlando, all the great bands play and i get to see um dammit lol. My sis pretty much too now that shes into music more now so then ever. Just her taste in music varys a lil from mine but not by to much. Anyways im all WHEW right now lol im drinking wif my sis an her friend so let me up out this shit for now and i will talk to you all later then ight ok chickens bblaahh bye lol

Juddy

NOW WAT BITCHES!!!!! BEST FUCKIN PIX EVER!!!!!

now when ur that close to a band to the point there sweat is flying on you thats a concert an great fuckin concert!!! So yes tonight was an intresting night should i say none the less. Bobbie called my mom saying to me she wants EVERYTHING back now. Everything she even gave to me. she's playin these bullshit games that im just about fed up wif. She is being so immature, but then come to think about it shes only wat 17so yeah that should explain its self. Im so tired of pplz playing games wats the point in it??? why cant u just date sumone an when things just aint going the way they should just say things aint working...maybe we can chill an be friends an just see if things happen from there?? instead they gotta drag u down the fuckin gutter threw the rat infested tunnels into shit an pissy waters an then tell you after your there they dont want anything to do wif you. Im done playing games in life, things are all starting to add up with me and my life and how i want things to be, but i guess thats me maturing an understanding life a lil more. My 21st b-day is just around the corner and man i just cant wait to be stupid, but then again i just wanna chill and not do anything, but wats the fun in sitting home all the time and not doing anything??? anyways so me and jaymes hung out last night was nice to see him an just chill. Was unexspected but i had nothing to do so yesh i hung out wif muh bestest buddy...i love jaymes to death hes  a great person and sometimes i wonder if he is only one of the few in my group of friends that have any common sence in life. I can chill wif him an not have to worry about an drama shit going on its just "at ease" laid back kinda time. Its nice not to have to stress over the complications in life. So yes anyways When bobbie called tonight i honestly wanted to rip her fuckin head off right along with her heart. She is so cold hearted anymore...one minutes she beggin that when i come home not to mess things up an keep myself straight so we can work things out an not to loose contact with her if i move and not to change my cell # an shit...fuck dat now that i know wat kinda dirty games shes playing man i aint going to jail for some bitch again it aint worth it anymore. Adrianne was enough problems for me, i dont need anymore in my life. Im just going to start enjoying life to its fullest and just live it one dat at a time and just hope i get throu to another. I use to take everything for granted, but now my relizations in life have opended me up to a whole new perspective in things. Im gonna start living for me from now on instead of everyone else. Im strong and i will survive i will keep my head up to the world no matter wat the case may be. Things wont be any easier but things will have a better out look and undertsanding too me. Hopefully one day some girl will come along and i will have a normal and amazing relationship with her, but at this point in my life i just cant see it happening. Im to young to settle for anything at this point. The control and jealousy isnt something i want to deal with over again. I love being with someone but if its complications become to over welming for my own self i will leave. Bobbie brought me down to far with this break up and its going to be a long recovery, but im me im gonna do this and im not going to let her bring me as low as she is. One of these days i will be able to look back and when she comes around look at this entry an just realize she messed up there is no chance with us. Were over and that is it...shes gone and im moving on. There is no break there is no "US" there is nothing but a faded memory i long to forgive myself for. I have my friends to push me in the way i need to be going...sometimes my family but they more so lexture then "talk" as much as they all would like to think that...so yeah anyways i gotta get up eairly an shit cuz moms is taking me out to look for a damn job an shit BLAH. So i guess im out for now till later...BOBBIE IF YOU EVER READ THIS I HATE YOU YOUR EVERY BREATH I WASTED, EVER STEP I TOOK I FELL TO MY KNEES IN HOPE OF US AND YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT BETRAY AND WASTE MY LIFE!!!! YOUR NOTHING YOU WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING AND KEEP THINKING YOUR ARE BECUZ YOUR EYES ARE JUST AS THIN AS YOUR HEART. " PAPER CUTS , WITH RAZOR BLADES, BLOOD OF SHAME U'LL FADE AWAY" PEACE BITCH!~

FOR MY EYES ARE YOUR WEAKNESS....

Juddy

hiya crackers!!! waz ya'll all up too huh? well things so far so good here....starting to get tan again lol im not so damn white anymore. not even a week back in town and im already gettin color WHEW HEW!!! So...bobbies calling my moms tomorrow night...um yeah (nasty bitch) shes calling to see how much stuff of hers i gots an shit. OR ELSE DUM DUM DUM DUMMMMM!!!! Actually believe it or not i didnt even take that much...an if she was so worried about me taking shit she should have been there to see wat i was taking. Fuckin bitch needs to get her head straight shes so confused. Cunt dont even know wat she wants in life, telling me one night she loves me and things will work out and the next night callin me telling me i took to much shit an shes pressing charges on me. W/E skank try w/e u want u aint gonna get no where wif it. N-E-W-A-Y-S...last night i went over to muh moms friends house an ate the best damn spanish food...i filled muh poor belly up so bad i just couldnt stop eating it. Watched some movies and headed home where after i was off to work wif muh moms for this morning into this afternoon. Yay makin donuts is just oh so damn fun...thats pretty much how im working my mom coming up to NY and gettin me. It feels so good to be home...Thursday im goin an seeing magot aaron an jami. The 1st time i get to see the lil heevin hehehehe. after that i unno even know who im gonna see...so many pplz wanna chill and shit an im just like WHOA slow down im only one person here peeps. lol oh well im sucking it up i love my friends to death, id love to chill wif shannon again some time, but yeah uh yeah haha lol. GAY PRIDE MONTH STARTS IN A WEEK!!! weeeeeee im so proud * shivers shoulders an smiles *maybe i can talk shannon an julie and shit into going down to city walk or something but who knows. I CANT WAIT...RED SHIRTS HERE I COME!!! weeeee hehehehehehehe so yeah lets see here i should be getting my CHEVELLE concert pix back im sure there gonna rock my sox man. I  was so damn close if i wasnt so damn happy i would have probly cried lol. Sounds sicking but i loved being dat close. So close to where when they starting head banging there sweat splattered all over yah lol whew hew. Michelle got all into it im so proud of her ass. I opened her eyes to a whole new out look on music...now shes loves CHEVELLE....who couldnt there an amazing band. And Pete even said he was sick that night to bare with him an shit an damn they still sounded fuckin awesome. Thats the best concert i have ever i mean ever been to outta all ive been too. So yeah besides this nothing is really going on wif me...so yesh im going to PIMP my MYSPACE out some more still have tons of work to do wif it an make it look all COOL and shit lol. So yup i guess im outta here and would someone please call this girl that keeps calling me an tell her to LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE....i h8infatuation/obsessions makes me sick to my stomach and cringe uck. so yeah im out for now ..........PEACE GANGSTA*S/ CRACKER*S

~Juddy~

So i hung out wif shannon an a few of her friends the other night. Was really weird seeing her after almost 2 years. Nothing has changed thas for sure...Was nice seeing her an chillin for a bit. LoL even thou she was the 1st person i seen when i got back into town it was well worth it. She's a ball to be around an i needed the good laugh. So yeah anyways i think im gonna jump off here for now...moms wants the comp. to take a break lol i just needed to get sum stuff of muh chest not as much as i wanted but it shall do for now i guess! so yesh till lata crackers im outta here...

juddy

hey crackers!!!!  IM OFFICALLY HOME NOW!!!! 10 months of agony an distress, now its time to get myself healthy again. Its nice to be home again, over all i miss being there an being with her, but things just got beyond its points with us. I cared about it like crazy, but things had to change. and wether it happen this way or another it happen. She could have been more of a person to tell me, but ay i will just become stronger from this all. Im just keeping my head up to all this. She called me before I left an said things will get better and we will eventually work everything out, but im not sure i want to work anything out. Her text messages to me stated things will get better i just needed time to love myself before i could love you the way i needed too. Over all she said alot of things to me im not sure wat to believe. I just need time to myself, get my head straight and my whole out look on life. Most likely i'll be going for my EMT classes here ASAP. I need too prove to everyone i can do this, that im an adult now and things have changed. I have got so much on my mind anymore i dont know how to feel let alone think, but i can do this. I can get myself an my life back on track and not only make everyone else happy i cant finally make me happy. Maybe one day meet a girl i can finally "LOVE" an be with an not have to worry about these things. Just marry her an live my happy ol lil life i swear will never happen lol. anyways muh moms wants to get on here for a few and i need a SHOWER i aint had one in 2 days from the trip back. Well everyone im outta here for now...i'll write again sum time here soon who knows cuz now i gotta fight wif my sis for the comp. lol....welp everyone call me if ya'll want 407-399-4779 i'll be here~

Juddy

April 19 2005

Gawd i dont even know where to start it has been so long. Honestly i have so much to say but so lil words to explain. I just feel so strung out and stressed with everything anymore. I need a clear head to write and honestly i cant get that nor the time to anymore. Bobbies so damn busy on her Sims game on the comp, she can spend 16 hours on it an when im using it for an hours she blows ballz. This controll shit is really on my last nerve with her. I cant even begin to understand anymore how i feel. Sometimes its like i can love her to pieces, but 20 minutes later im thinking about leaving. The way she treats me is just more than tolerable from me. Im just very personal and secretive, ha not that this journal is, but who gives a fuck. This is my journal, my thoughts, an honestly i could give a hell who reads it. This is my time to vent my thoughts an all most inner feelings. Not for a few magits posting notes on muh shit. Its so nice to have some time to myself right now. She passed out, and (sighs) man... its so nice. You know i reading sum stuff about my zodiac sign tonight and man am i messed up lol, but so amazing in our own ways. You know the older i get and the more i understand my sign the more i see myself right along with everything all these books an stuff say. Its crazy, but gawd awful tru. I dont think i understood how devious my charector really is. Here i will leave you to read all this shit lol haha...man... Scorpio
The ruler of Scorpio is Pluto. Prior to the discovery of the ninth planet, Scorpio was ruled by Mars, which is still considered co-ruler. The sign of cosmic purpose, Scorpio is considered to be the success sign.
Self contained and self centered, concentrated Scorpios usually succeed in whatever they set out to accomplish.
Personal Traits
Scorpions are known for their intense and powerful natures. They are willful, proud and calm with an electrifying undercurrent of seething intensity. Purposeful and animated with force, they project a magnetic personality.Scorpio does nothing in half measures. An all or nothing attitude permeates their entire life. When fixed on something or someone, the scorpion perseveres. Scorpio never settles. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all. Scorpio will rarely be found in the center of activity, but will always know just what is going on of concern to him.
Their tenacity and willpower are enviable, their depth of character and passionate conviction admirable, but it is their deep sensitivity that makes them the best and most loyal friend. This same quality makes them the most treacherous of enemies.
When they harness their abundant energy constructively, their self-confidence tempered with shrewdness, and their ambition coupled with generosity toward others, they excel at whatever they undertake. Scorpios are demanding of others, but never ask someone to do what they would not do themselves. They can be fanatically focused and work till they drop.
Positive Traits
Scorpio imagination and intuition are excellent. They possess refined critical perception and strong analytical ability. In addition, they seem to demonstrate a natural healing power. These abundant gifts allow Scorpions to penetrate the most profound subjects. They are serious folk, but quite charming to people they like, and when social events call for it. On the positive side, they are hard workers and are willing to help others as long as they are willing to help themselves.
Main positive traits: Motivated, passionate, resourceful, investigative, penetrating, aware.
Negative Traits
Their sensitivity, and pride allow them to be easily hurt, quick to feel insult or injury, even when none is intended, and easily roused to heights of anger. An angry Scorpio is a sight to see. Scorpio seethes, and doesn't give it up. Their tragic flaw is their immense pride. Once wronged, once Scorpio's pride has been diminished, the game of courtesy is over. Many Scorpios possess a suspicious outlook, and need to know the reasons behind everything.
Main negative traits: Intolerant, violent, jealous, resentful, distrusting, secretive, tempermental.

OUCHE!!!! man WHEW!!!! we are deffinitly not the pplz to lie,cheat,an steal from or for that matter do ANYTHING to lmao. Oh so yes anyways...about lying, great opertunity as of this moment to bring up. Just a few weeks ago me n my oh so lovely g/f got into this fight and she locked me outta the room...and well was on the computer. So i left her be for a while to cool of an shit,an came knocking round like 2-3 hours later, yeah an shes like GO AWAY IM FED UP WIF U AN UR SHIT...from there i knew summin was up...so yeah i finally got her out an shit an she seemed a lil chipper for her own damn good. And she had that look in her face, only thing is when she lies i can see right thru her. And i dont think she understands that still almost 2 yrs later, but yeah shes like michelle IMed me and were friends again. I was like nah nah no way summin is up. Yeah there was the fuckin bitch lied to me an covered it up that she was talking to her X. "SUPPOSLY" to keep him away or sum shit unno... Point is my heart is not a fuckin toy, but to sum pplz it seems to be. And to never fuckin do summin u dont want me knowin bout cuz i WILL i mean WILL find out one way. See the good thing is i like to break the ice when the time is right...oh yea...U kno sumtimes i wish i could just find sumone that would treat me good an not fuck wif me. Im the most faithful fuckin person n i cant find one HUMAN FUCKIN BEIN!!!! Im blown away by sum pplz actions, dont any of them have any decentcy an respect??? Gawd i h8 this an i h8 pplz that cheat, but as awful as this may sound im done with tryin anymore its not worth the struggle anymore for me. I feel like i have to make myself be happy when i know im not no matter where i am. I just like writing and listening to my music an occasionally talking to a few friends. Im just very secretive, i like to keep most things to myself, Makes me feel less worried about most things. As i quote " I keep things to myself and no one gets hurt"

But yes im off for now...

Jen

Ok, This one isnt of Brandon its of Mike but it consists of the band "incubus" but shes a amazing artist...

Color Pix Of Brandon I Just Fabuiously Adore!!!

And yes last but not least the coolest fuckin' pic of Brandon an i happen to just own it * drum roll * .....

an last but finally how they became InCuBus...

Brandon Boyd vocals, percussion

Mike Einziger, guitars

Alex "Dirk Lance" Katunich
, bass; Now...

Jose Pasillas, drums

DJ Kilmore, turntables Brandon Boyd, of the band Incubus, is an amazing human being, from his ability to write some of the most beautiful songs you will ever hear, to his non-comparable will to write poetry and draw some of the most amazing art that has ever been published by 'just a musician'.

The 23-year-old star started out as one of four high school buddies growing up in Calabasas, CA. Brandon and his band started jamming at age 14, in his garage. The band wanted to play in clubs but couldn't because they didn't have the money. Then by "fate" says Boyd, one of the band members found a $100 bill on the ground and got set up with their first gig. Then they started thinking of the name which was "time consuming and challenging, but fits" says Boyd. Incubus stems from the word "incubi," which means incubate, which the band thought was more in the sense of an idea or pattern incubating until coming to fruition, kind of like the band.

  Incubus needed to get a CD started so they looked for record companies that would help them. Immortal Records saw that Incubus was a "touring live band, and not an out of the box hit single sensation, they had intentions of building up." In 1997 the band released the 'Enjoy Incubus' demo. Then they completed several mini-tours in support of it. During that period, Incubus was perfecting the new songs for their full-length debut, S.C.I.E.N.C.E.; the group named it that because they were 'able to experiment.' "We were able to take our time and get everything to sound the way we wanted it to-weird science and energetic funk." That's when Boyd started to be a teenage girl's icon.

Boyd's physical appearance is entrancing to the female gender, and just as much so to a minority of the male gender! From his warmly tanned body to those 'black earrings' he has made so famous, Brandon Boyd is a sight women all over the world would love to wake up to on a warm, sunny morning. His looks helped the band make their fame made as his face was plastered on many a female magasine in the states and with the pictures came the band, and the music closely following.

Boyd has favorites just like everyone else. Boyd's favorite pick up line is, "If I said you have a beautiful body, would you hold it against me?" His favorite color is purple and he does not have a relationship status. He loves lying by the beach because quote "I can think there and it's peaceful, I can write and sing music there and be totally comfortable." Boyd enjoys writing and reading books. His newest book released is 'White Fluffy Clouds.' Boyd thinks that the coolest thing in the world is quote "being on the Ozzfest in the middle of the day, with 10,000 sweaty people drinking beer, singing along."

Performing is a big thing to bands and the fans if you want to make or get an impact or good impression. On the 1997 European tour supporting Korn, Incubus was opening. "We had never played in front of a crowd that big, and the response we got far exceeded any response we've ever gotten. To play in front of a crowd that has no idea who you are, and then you start playing and they understand the energy of it and start freaking out, it's quite an experience," says Boyd.

Incubus' unusual style of music, and high-energy shows, mixed with Boyd's 'smoothly hypnotic voice' make the band easy to love. Incubus is one of those bands who think of original but deep songs and you know what the band is talking about without becoming "maniacally depressive." Incubus' incredible rock songs are bursting with melody and have an extra special something that separates them from the rest of the rock world. I think that when Boyd sings he paints pictures of what he's talking about and you can completely understand what he's saying and with some bands that's difficult. Their songs paint images of a past life, before the musical scene was ever a big issue, and tells of the trials and tribulations that many humans go through during their development. I feel that, because of this connection everyone the songs the band sing reach people on a far more personal level than many others who simply sing for the point of singing and making music. There is more to music that sound, and Incubus prove this with their talent and ever changing style.

Boyd is a great writer and singer and he makes sense of feeling. All of his lyrics, quote "carry an underlying positive theme through stories of space, relationships and socio-political issues. His beliefs are expressed strongly in his songs." It is so easy to feel close to him as his songs relate, not so distantly, from the life I've lived. In his songs, you could look at the title of the song and think that you knew what the song would be about, but besides the obvious there is a deeper meaning that you would need to focus on. Incubus admits they come up with 'strange stuff' but that's what makes them unique.

Home is something that bands don't see a lot of when they are on tour. To make the album 'Morning View', the band bought a Malibu mansion and stayed there for 6 months to finish the album. After that they went on tour. Boyd says, "I really enjoy being at home because I enjoy my privacy. I enjoy sitting and listening to the sound of nothing. And, I really enjoy touring too, but at the pace we go; sometimes it's almost intolerable. For the past year, when we get on stage, it's the closest thing to home we all have right now. And it's the best part of the day, every day."

Boyd believes that 'everything in his life has been important and essential' Boyd has no regrets in his life, and "everything has been an experience and led me to now." Boyd says his fear is "what people including myself, are capable of, but it also excites me. I'm afraid of the atrocities that we are capable of and the things that can happen if everyone makes decisions based on fear, which we have been doing for a long long time now. So, I am very excited and interested, but also ironically afraid of what would happen if we didn't make decisions based on fear. It would be very interesting to see what would happen if people lived through a different philosophy." He adds that the greatest thing that he has learned from being in Incubus is "to let be what will be." Also, "...being in this band has taught me to accept each situation and each occurrence in my life as the right occurrence. Whatever happens, as chaotic as it sounds, is the right thing and is perfect and was supposed to happen for me in order for me to grow as an individual. It's sort of a spiritual philosophy, that being in this band is helping me understand."

Boyd is a truly positive person who has the ability to lift peoples' spirits to no end with the beauty and quality of the songs he writes. And with the musical talents of Eizenger and the rest of the band there is no end to the mood they can create and the emotions they can let loose. The uniqueness of Boyd makes him just that little bit more special, and his beauty transponds the limitations that people think are all there is. His beauty is manifested in his music, a talent that so few artists possess but so many want. I wish I had the ability to write such beautiful and inspiring music, for that is what Incubus truly stand for. Inspiration for people to write, not just music, but true music that plays for the heart and soul of anyone that listens to it. The ability to write such music is in short supply, but Incubus created a revolution with their appearance, one that may well have changed the way so many people think about music and inspired them on to greater things, as I know it has done for me. Everything I learned about, and from him is interesting, intriguing and rewarding and so much of it I will never forget. Brandon Boyd, we love you!

THESE WERE THE DAYS PEOPLE WHERE THE HELL DID THEY GO??

And i know there are some of you that problly dont agree with me leavin or think its a good idea, but i have to learn for myself. Sure im going to miss everyone but hey not that anyone gave a damn before. So anyways im gonna end this entry for now with some poems i just recently wrote... untill next entry... im out!~